Hot mess

Under the covers, one leg out, just the sheet.  Is what i go through eveynight. Its beyond hot in my room at night. Not all the time just at night it could be 25 degrees everywhere else in the house but in my room it is going to be 98 degrees. I sleep half naked as it is i mean can't a girl get a break... I literally have 3 fans on in my room all the time and it still is hotter than hell. Actually hell probably isn't this hot. So i start my night out the same way everynight shorts, tee shirt and socks when i wake up in tthe morning i normally have on shorts my shirts is pulled up and no socks on. when i first get in the bed it is cold but after about 4 hours of sleeping its like i over heat.  I literally sweat in the middle of the night. I have never had to put on deodorant before i go to bed but now i do! This crap  is ridiculous. I go to bed dreaming everynight that maybe just maybe tonight will be the freaking  night that i get to sleep all through the night without burning up!!!!!!!

I need a new hobbie

People watching fascinates me. I would love to just go to the mall and sit in the food court and watch whoever walks by.  It's not because I want to talk crap about you, its simply just because i think humans have the strangest habits. If you just randomly go sit down somewhere like in the park or something you will see all kinds of people.  With different ages/sexes you see different things.  In little kids you normally see them picking and eating their boogers. In middle school kids you always see girls trying to act all girly because they think thats what guys like (little do they know the boys love the complete opposite) the boys are just getting arm pit hair  so they are normally all huddled around each other talking about that or dirty magazines.  High school boys are the most fun to watch, in my opinion I just think they are so freaking odd. I just need to know when sagging your pants,not washing your hair, never shaving that nasty facial hair that only grows in patches, and flat bill hats got cool??????????????

JDB

Contagion started it all. this was the night that Jeremee and i really connected. When i asked him to the movies thats night i never expected to feel the way i do about him.. The whole car ride there I wouldn't shut the hell up. I knew for sure that i was annoying him. The movie was good but the whole time i was sitting next to him all i could think about was just kissing him.  I knew that night that this is the guy that i want to be with period. I didn't have the balls to tell him that. We were inseparable after that.  My feelings for him grew stronger and stronger everyday.  NEVER in my life have i wanted something so bad and i couldn't have it.  This was a new feeling for me. All i could do was sit and wait for him to either tell me to back off or he liked me. When i see him smile or laugh my whole day gets better.  this boy has my heart and it was like he didn't even know it.  4  months later and he finally told me he loved me!!!! I still remember the way that made me feel.  I was by far the happiest girl in the entire world. My heart still jumps every time he tells me.  Coming home to him everyday is the best thing that can ever happen to me.